I don’t think I’ll be doing that..but thanks anyway
I think I have a problem. I’m so insecure, its unhealthy. Every time i look in the mirror I’m unsatisfied. I see so many flaws. It’s like I have this perfect image in my mind and I’m never gonna be satisfied until I fulfill that image…but I know I never will. My nose sticks out too much, my eyes are too small, my lips aren’t big enough, my forehead is too big, my skin is shit, my boobs aren’t big enough, my legs aren’t athletic enough, my hips are too big, my back is too curved, everything is all wrong. All I see it UGLY. ugly. ugly. ugly. I know they say all teens are insecure but I don’t think there’s anyone as insecure as me. I hate everything about myself. But I don’t want to feel this way. I want to be able to look in the mirror and smile, be thankful for how God made me. I just want to be happy with myself but I can’t help it if I’m not.
uhh i was out on friday night and i guess i was supposed to stay in san carlos and go to my cousins house after hometown days but i ended up going to hillsboro with people and i got in trouble and had to be picked up at like ten. i was just really mad because i thought my mom would ground me and not let me go to juliannas but she didn’t so its all good.